oh baby

i have touched and tasted every inch that i can reach. you have looked at me with those big dead eyes. through me to some other whatever i do not want any part of. the sands in your life, they keep shifting. your face drifts toward sleep, leaving and letting go. you stand and cling, then fuck away, i have no idea who you are. i stare through the ceiling until i can feel you.i prefer the fucking to the future because most days my future evaporates anyway and we can stand together forever, at the gates. sad that is the most romantic moment that i can think of. break my heart and throw it away, why would i need it, i am not planning to see the light of a lot more days i am Young and dumb and have a future that will burn out and make peace with no one.